just because

everything hurts, every little inch of my body aches. this could be because i am crazy..the thought did cross my mind more than once, so... i might as well take it into account.
i will finish soon, i could have finished everyhing by now but i suddenly realised, when in pain, that i too have a limit. trying to cross it i simply break myself.

as i was saying ..in english, yes, i do know that i'm typing words in english. i don't really have a reason for doing it, let's say i'm playing smart(how's that working out for you?)..anyhow, as i was doing all that work i am about to finish..soon, i was keep asking myself why doing it, what's the purpose of all this, why am i telling everybody i'm busy, why do i keep myself this busy, .. well i am ..busy..as a bee, yes, i hardly have any time to just sit a little and dwell on ..things.

i will be finishing soon and when i do sit down and rest in wonder, it will only be for a short period of time because i'll have to start all over again . that's just me..crazy

i am so beyond tired.